CLARISSA WSY ★
Bleh ! My name , you know .
First saw light when it was 15/02/96 (:
Bitter Sweet 14 ♥
I ♥ ballet and jazz
I <3 extremely sweet , sour and salty food :p
I am very retarded and weird plus random . :D
I love those who cares about me :DDD
Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.
Do you wonder why you have to
Feel the things that hurt you
If there’s a God who loves you where is He now
Maybe there are things you can’t see
And all those things are happening
To bring a better ending
Someday somehow you’ll see you’ll see
Would you dare would you dare to believe
That you still have a reason to sing
Cause the pain that you’ve been feeling
It can’t compare to the joy that’s coming
So hold on you gotta wait for the light
Press on and just fight the good fight
Cause the pain that you’ve been feeling
It’s just the dark before the morning
My friend you know how this all ends
You know where you’re going
You just don’t know how you’ll get there
So say a prayer
And hold on cause there’s good for those who love God
But life is not a snapshot
It might take a little time but you’ll see the bigger picture
Once you feel the weight of glory
All your pain will fade to memory
It’s just the hurt before the healing
Oh the pain that you’ve been feeling
It’s just the dark before the morning
i received a sms telling me stuffs like this :
in the eyes of God :
You are who you are for a reason , you are part of an intricate plan .
what plan ? i don't see any .
You are precious and perfect unique design , called God's special woman .
everyone is precious and unique , not only me ..
You look like you look for a reason , our God made no mistake .
whats the reason ?
He knit you together within the womb , you are just what He wanted to make .
He wanted to make everyone .
Your parents you had were the ones he chose , and no matter how you may feel , they were custom - design with God's plan in mind, and they bear the master's seal .
wait till you really experience what my parents is giving me now .
sorry God , i don't want to offend You . i guess You know what i really meant right ? haiz .
what is this man .
some people out there don't even bother to wash their faces or get lazy to clean themselves up , yet can have a clear face .
some people just had to keep on cleaning and making sure that they are clean , yet can have so many breakouts .i don't like this at all .
I need to just admit
my faith is paper thin
I'm feeling so burned out
On religion
I say an empty prayer
I sing a tired song
I need to just admit that the passion's gone
And I want to get it back
You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You
I want to learn to pray
The way that David prayed
I want my soul to burn when I hear Your name
I want to feel like new
I want to hunger for you
Bring me back to life like only You can do
Cause I don't want to stay the same
Lord, I want to be Yours today
I want to know the passion of the saints
And how they were changed
I want to burn for You
Bring me back to life, Jesus
Help me rediscover You
Dearest God , i am tired of just attending because i have to .
Teach me how to surrender to You , draw me close to You .
what has happened to humans now a days ?
not perfect , i can understand , but its like #$%^&**&^%$# .
teachers scolding students using inappropriate words .
people passing judgement to each other .
not to even mention , church friends gossiping about one another .
classmates giving up on themselves .
theres so many to list , i am just too irritated just by listing it .
how can this world be another better place ?
perhaps its puberty that i am facing now . i keep on having mood swings . and when i have that , i am not motivated to do anything at all . teehee . :|
Dear God ,
do You have double eyelids ? since majority of them have it .
are You tall or short ?
why is ang mor made so much perfect ?
are You an asian ? because since you created man black and white .
whats Your weight ? i know its ridiculous to ask . i think Your light .
do You have thick eyebrows ?
do You have long eye lash ?
do You have bangs like me ?
whats Your shoe size ?
whats Your favorite colour ?
i seriously don't know whats up with me .
holidays here , but theres nothing meaningful for me to do .
my dance dream = crashed . HAHA , don't ask me why ._.
its so funny how i go around and ask people , "HEY , HOW TO MAKE YOUR EYEBROWS LOOK THICKER" . shame . -.-
how about this ? "HOW TO STOP YOUR HAIR FROM FALLING OFF ?"
and this . "HOW TO MAKE PIMPLES VANISH FROM MY LIFE ?"
LOL ? urm , actually not . i am not really laughing , out loud .
BLEH >.<
LALALALALLALA~
B O R I N G .
somehow , i just don't like it when people ask me to help them do something .
it just irritates me .
aiya whatever lah ! its time to sleep . -.-
2.31am , and i have to wake up at 7am .
well done .
i don't know whats going wrong either :/
i just don't have the desire i ought to have .
the love i want to give .
the trust i used to have .
its all gone .
POOF . gone .
Dear God , i am only alive today because You allowed me to . What can i do for You today ?
oh , lets just forget about it .
i didn't thought that i will get 5th position :(
next year , and i promise . next year , i am so gonna get rank number 1 in the whole class and ranking before 10 .
i have to and i must
29 student in front of me , never gonna let the 118 students overtake me .
so yeah , thats it i guess .
yupp , no doubts , you are my best friend .
but guess what , my best friend doesn't like to acompany each other .
my best friend doesn't wait for each other .
my best friend doesn't care about what is happening to each other's life .
my best friend can't be bothered with each other .
define best friend for me .
You are not that close with me , so why are you using my ... as your .......
sometimes i just wonder if you want to let the whole world knows that i am ....
ya i know , you are very pretty .
and i hate it when you ... other people's account and write your own ...... .
does that really makes you popular ?
i just need someone whom i can talk to .
someone who talks to me even though that person doesn't need to .
and not someone that has to do it , someone that is listening just for the sake of listening .
not someones who cares because he/she needs to ..
well , the title says it all .
its's kinda a bad start for both me and afiqa on a beautiful monday .
like what afiqa said , some jerk simply just like to destroy our week ahead .
everybody laughed . imagine the humiliation he puts you into . -.-
for no freaking reason(s) , he just insulted us . great yeah .
i wasn't feeling anything until my dear girl cried .
perhaps i am just used to it .
"I noticed multitudes of people who were wearing sand colored robes roaming aimlessly in the vicinity of the pit's yawning mouth . Their heads were hanging low , and the looked very dejected and hopeless . "Who are these people , Lord ?" I asked . "They are disobedient "Christians." " How long will they have to stay in this barren , lifeless place ?" "Forever , my daughter . The only ones who will enter My kingdom are the pure of heart - My obedient children ." He went on to explain : " Many who call themselves 'Christians' do not live by my word , and some of them think that going to church once a week is enough . They never read my words and they pursure wordly things . Some who even know My words never have their hearts with Me ." "
i don't freaking care anymore . i don't freaking care if you don't like me .
i don't care if i am not lovable .
i don't care if i don't live up to your expectations anymore .
i don't care even if i am indirectly being rude to you .
i don't care ! i don't care ! i am tired of doing so much yet taking me for granted .
i am tired of not being able to speak up for myself .
i couldn't even say that i am sick on that day when i didn't want to join in the fun .
I DON'T CARE !
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody . You don't want to smile , you don't want to fake being happy but at the same time , you don't know exactly what is wrong either ?
Dear heavenly father ,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !
thank You for all the things You've given me .
thank You for giving me this life .
words can't describe how 伟大 You are .
Dear God ,
i pray that i will be fine tomorrow .
my stomach won't be bloated anymore .
i pray that i won't fall sick .
i pray that nothing will distract me anymore .
i believe .
Amen .
Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Your voice is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.
Month Four
Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?
Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!
Month Seven
Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak
