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Can i compare you with other parents since you compare me with other children ?
why is it that everytime i come home , you will always nag .
have you ever asked hows my life so far ?
have you even cared about me besides my results and my money ?
ya , yeah right . if you don't know , then let me say it all here , YOU ARE THE BLOCKAGE TO MY EVERYTHING .
i have no privacy at all . why is it that stupid asshole brother have to sleep with me ?
i can't even do my own private things .
when daddy is in a bad mood , who is the one helping you to resolve the problem ?
do you even know why am i always not staying home ?
cause i fucking hate my home .
and i don't like my home .
i would rather stay at my friend's house .
home is only a place for me to sleep and for me to bathe and to keep my things .
don't blame me for everything i have done .
know the cause , and find out why .
mother ? loving mother ? you only know how to put me in difficult situations .
get out of my life , outta of my life .
stop acting like you really care about me .
i got my own feelings and thoughts too .
if you have forgotten , i am a human too .
with all the rubbish i am having now , and plus your nagging , shoutings and beatings , tell me how should i response ?
i go to school i get bullied and mocked by my fellow classmates .
i go home i get all the negative sayings from brother and you and worst still , father .
tell me , where should i go ? who should i turn to ?
no one really wants to care for me .
its either that they have to care cause its their duties , or they absolutely don't care about me .
you caused me to be like this , i can't even tell you the things i feel and want to say .
i can't even cry . cause why ? you will be scolding me for all these things .
so now you know why i aren't stepping out of my own struggles ?
why am i not responding God ? you are the reason why .